To put it plain and simple, i think you need some more time away from the server and community as a whole, your actions when you were playing and through the discord was beyond appalling. While your love for the server is apparent, i truly believe you need some more time to mature and figure some personal things out.
The issues surrounding yourself from day one up until the day you were finally community banned have always put our staff team in a uncomfortable/hard place, a reminder for yourself that these people love the server as you do, and have chosen to volunteer their time to help it prosper. I believe that these staff shouldn't have to deal with often messages and prompts of suicide/poor mental health because you have broken our communities rules, assuming these statements are true, i urge you to reach out to your parents and seek some help if this is how you're really feeling, however, if these statements are false, you're putting my staff in a really distressing and difficult position just so you don't face full punishment; which is a really messed up and sad thing to do.
The decision for you to be banned was made by Clone Wars management and Executive Staff with your well-being being our first priority, and as stated, i still feel like you need to take more time to think about how you're going to eventually return and seriously apply; grammar and spelling is not the first thing we look for, we look for a sincere apology and ample reasoning to why Senior Staff/Management should allow you to return and unfortunately, this appeal doesn't show the slightest bit of effort or remorse for your past actions.
I'm going to be keeping this ban active and i urge you to reach out and speak with your parents about the mental health side of things, however, i do not believe you should be allowed back on the server seeing as the past proves the occurrence of bad actions and behaviour once your ban has expired/you have been allowed back on the server, take some times to think about how you will apologize to the players, staff and management for making their time on the server extremely hard and difficult.
Denied You may appeal your ban again in 3 months.